How do you seek God?

 

How do you seek God?

January 20, 1999

 

       Jesus: “Today we will talk about sin. Sin, that shrouded not only all humanity, but also My chosen ones. Sin is the greatest evil against God. It is the only thing that can destroy Man-God, chase a soul to hell, destroy the world. Devil is incredibly powerful, but sin is even more powerful. Why? Because it is like a smoldering branch of a small fire. Sin is the dry branches which give life to the fire. And you ignite a huge fire up to Heaven with your sins.

       My rebellious lambs, what are you looking for? Ghostly pastures, clean streams? Not understanding, what the world turned into an endless desert with its sins, where there is nothing left alive, only cries of creations and gnashing teeth of demon. For you sin turned into water and bread, without which you cannot live a single day.

       For you, sin – is life. How many senseless sins your life is full of. You understand that sin – is evil, but you do very little to overcome it, answering that there can be no sinless man. But not because so wants God. Not because this person is a monk or a priest, but because this person loves God, the world, itself too little. Now, satan is incredibly powerful. Would you see his self-confident mouth, which ruthlessly devours souls. I see him on the throne of church, government, the world, and you blindly honor him. How many people travel the road of death. How many people are in the captivity of sin, not understanding it.

       But you surprise Me the most. If only you knew how much I love you all. If you knew, how terrible this heat of love is, that burns My whole essence. But between you still stand lies, pride, gossips, “Ego”. Why do you not cure these terrible illnesses from your hearts? This applies to everyone without exception. Trust Me: one who thinks that they are on the path of holiness – are not the road of death. One who thinks that they are praying well – is too foolish. One who thinks that they love – is blind, because you cannot love Me without loving the world. You cannot love Me when “Ego” rebels against Gods will.

       Poor, when will you understand that I am not in wealth, happiness, glory, peace. Where I am, is always a war between body and soul. The war of love and hatred. And only when the fire of sin fades in your hearts and crumbles to dust. A wonderful creature will come to life – love. Whoever doubts My words and thinks that this is impossible is foolish. When you can kill God then why can you not destroy sin?

       The time of the great warning is coming. When you got lost in this world you will find great love. When you become less than a beggar, you will discover all the treasures of Heaven. When you lose family and life – you will find all of this in Heaven.

 

       Before the Warning I will show you what love is, and having felt it once you will not be at peace until you find it again. Demons are chasing you. Right now, you are still under My protection. But I will be letting them closer, so that your souls harden. My dear ones, how do you fight against evil in this world? How do you seek God? But where is He? My humble lambs, He is in your hearts, in your soul. Now go sister into your world and tell them all about My great love!”

“Balm for soul”

 

“Balm for soul”

January 14, 1999

 

       “Today I want to talk about soul. How poor and tired of sin your souls are, how they rush to the sun. But the mad body does not let them. Soul – is a creature of eternity. It is eternal from birth and there is no power on Earth or in Heaven that can defeat an immortal creation of the Father. How I care and pray to the Father for them. But you are so indifferent to My prayers, how you love this world. How little you care for this living stream in your body.

       Every time you put the sign of cross on your body, the soul sees bright sun which so attracts it to itself. But how rarely and little you pray. Looking for solutions to problems anywhere but not in prayer. You do not believe that prayer can solve your problems. It can gift eternal life.

       Today, I want to teach you to heal souls. How often you can hear the phrase “balm for the soul” and no one knows the name of this “balm”.”

       Jesus kneeled near an altar. On the altar lay bloodied, blue and in terrible scabs and dirt creature. “There is nothing worse than seeing a dying soul. We will heal it now.” Jesus put His hand on the head of this soul and took a cross in the other hand. We started praying “Hail Mary”, with every word the wounds disappeared. The soul started becoming a light color. “Child, “balm for the soul” is the prayer “Hail Mary”.”

       “You know how to handle a cross correctly but remember, any cross has fire. By moving a cross in the air, you divide this world into four parts, without realizing it. The first part – is Heaven. Second – Earth. Third – the Purgatory. Fourth – Hell. Now look.” Jesus took the cross and moved it in the air and I saw a great sword which cut the air in four directions. Four images appeared like a picture. “This can be seen with spiritual eyes. What is needed? The desire.”

       My dearest ones, after so many falls into sin, after so much beating and crowning with thorns you are not ashamed to look Me in the eyes. You are not ashamed to look My Father in the eyes. You are used to Him always forgiving. You know that in His eyes you will only see love and understanding. And I so often, look in your eyes and do not see in them understanding, forgiveness, but only hatred and greediness to sin. In your eyes only satan sees understanding.

       How often instead of following My cross you throw yourself into the hugs with the demon, not fearing his horrible mouth and appearance. Of course, I come to you as a beggar, but he – as a king. I come to you in trials and poverty, he – comes in wealth and happiness. I bring with myself eternal life, and he – brings death. I bring love, and he – brings hatred. I bring faith, and he – brings fear.

 

       The world is mysterious and unexplored to you, because at the same time on earth exists the spiritual world, which you will see at the time of the Warning and you will understand the futility of the past. This is the spiritual world – look.” I saw a person, in front of them stood Jesus with outstretched hugs and behind a horrible animal with fangs and an extremely terrible mouth from which saliva dripped. At the same time, I saw the real world. The person lied and in the spiritual world they were hugging and kissing this terrible creature, when they did good, they hugged Jesus. “Now before lying, slandering or shouting remember My hugs and the hugs of this creature and think which ones you want to be in. Sister, do you love Me?”

In what look do you pray?

 

In what look do you pray?

January 12, 1999

 

       Jesus prayed. “Greetings sister. You all say that you love Me, but what is this love with your actions? I want you to completely dedicate your life to My love. You often do frivolous things, you are often afraid and cry. But most importantly, you are not obedient.

       You never though that you were committing the sin of impurity, which combines with the sin of disrespect. In what look do you pray? You should pray only when you are wearing a long dress or skirt, which should be much below knees. Neck and arms should be covered with a sweater or a blouse. Head covered with a white handkerchief or scarf. Feet should be in tights or socks, but not barefoot. Hands thoroughly washed. When you do dirty work and your hands are dirty, you never sit down at the table. And you come to prayer with such hands. You do not see that dirt because it is spiritual. But I see it.

       You cannot kiss a cross or any religious object when the lips are with lipstick. So, when you want to kiss something watch for the cleanliness of your lips. This is especially important when kissing the Gospel. What do you see in My hands?” Jesus raised up a cross. He took a rosary in the other. “These are the greatest weapons of humanity, and maybe Universe. When you want to learn to use it, you must follow My advices and instructions. Take it.”

       When I took the cross, I felt that it is cold like ice, but in the hands of Jesus it was glowing. “This is how cold your souls are. When in your hearts will be no anger and hatred, it will melt from sins. Then the Cross will replace everything most important that you will have in life.” Jesus told to do the sign of cross. “Sister, is this a cross? Making the sign of cross should be done slowly, it must be put on forehead, chest, and shoulders straightly.

       But your biggest errors are that you say the words automatically, without thinking. The heavenly family is greeted with such words: “In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.” With these words you turn to the Holy Trinity. Think about it: “In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit”, so may They be glorified! Now think about how you greet the Holy Trinity and how many times you offended Us because you rushed to go out of church or to talk to someone. So now, when you want to greet, do it correctly.”

       Jesus took the Gospel. “This is the book of life. Open it and you will see the past, present and future.” Jesus took a slice of whole-wheat bread and water. “This is real food.”

       “I want your prayer to be not only good and perfected, I want it to be powerful. When hands are locked, on the abdomen or below it, it is good for gossip and lies. For prayer, hands should be folded palm to palm, even and straight.

       Now go in peace and do not sin anymore.”