Look child, it is not rock that makes up this mountain, it is your sins

 

Look child, it is not rock that makes up this mountain, it is your sins

April 25, 1997

I saw Jesus beaten, stripped, and there was no living place on His body.

I heard a voice: “You are also at fault for His suffering because He will be dying for your eternal life. My love is boundless to all of you. I see many bells that avert My anger. You also belong to those bells. But sometimes your hands and hearts are so far and cold. As soon as you get trials, your souls ring as a bell to My mercy. Then your prayers are so hot, and hearts are so close.

I want the good melody of your soul to ring forever. I want your souls to never go quiet and never become cold like ice. I want in your heart to burn an eternal fire of love. So that it melts the ice of your soul, burns all the impure thoughts and deeds. Today I give My Firstborn for Crucifixion again. I will suffer no less than Him. I want you to think over His suffering. The time has come…”

I saw a road engulfed in fog. I heard voices and crying. These were angels. They were all dressed in black clothing, very tired and in pain. I followed the road and felt that the cause of all this are the sins of people. Felt a terrible anxiety and pain. I wanted to escape from there.

When I entered a garden, I saw Mary, She was sewing black clothing. “Right now, you belong to the world of Heaven, so put on this clothing and suffer with everyone.” When I put the clothing on, I saw the Earth, priests, who were not fulfilling their pastor duties, dishonor of the Holy Mysteries (there was a mass of priests). They were all covered in dark power, like smoke. And this smoke began rising and creating the first part of the cross (pillar). When this part of the cross appeared, Mary cried with bloody tears.

I saw people, who were committing serious sins, over them also appeared smoke and it created the horizontal part of the cross. Those who were in the state of everyday sins were nails, spears, whips, a wreath – tools of murder for Jesus. Angels were going in one direction and singing “Our Father…”. I saw Jesus, His face was cheerful, very beautiful, but His eyes radiated sadness. He stood in front of a huge mountain, the top of which sank into the clouds. I saw giant stairs that were leading down. Jesus began to go down by them. I heard crying of Mary and heavenly powers (angels, saints…). They saw Him off to the sinful Earth.

There was a powerful wind, you could hear thunder and voice. It was very terrifying and cold. Jesus put His hand on my shoulder, His hand was so heavy, like stone.

We went down to Earth. We appeared in front of our church. The doors were closed. Jesus knocked on them, but they did not open. No one opened the doors for us. We went around all churches in the town, sometimes the doors opened just a little, but so little that you could not enter.

Jesus leaned on me even more and said: “Do you see child, how narrow the doors are, we cannot enter them, and the doors of Gods Kingdom are even narrower. How can a sinful person enter them without penance and sacrifice.

I seek many supports on Earth to lean on during the “Way of the Cross”. You are a very thin support and when you break, I will need another. But it is better to be a straw in My hands than a beautiful staff, shinning with gold and precious stones, but not for Me.”

Again, we went to look for supports (people) for Jesus. Only in some far away village Jesus knocked to a church and in front of us the doors opened wide. This small church was very poor as for our present day. Jesus rejoiced and laughed out loud. His eyes burned with joy as if He found home, “Look, what beauty and wealth, child!”

I saw holes in the celling, cracks, poverty but extraordinary cleanliness. I heard beating of a Heart which was coming from the Ark. Jesus sat down and said, “Learn to listen to Its beating. Listen into this sound and connect it with the rhythm of your heart”. When I listened, I felt how the Heart is beating in unison with my heart. After this, it was like a veil fell from my eyes.

From the Ark shone a bright light, I saw beauty I had not seen before. Jesus was very pleased and said: “Learn to see the spiritual, not the physical. Learn to see countless riches in poverty. Learn to live on Earth in the spiritual world, the world of love. I am your Teacher, and I will teach you and your family, our family, see spiritual things. And then you will not be afraid of poverty and suffering, humiliation, condemnation and death. Learn child and listen to My Heart. Amen.”

After these words, there were monks entering the church, these were mostly elderly people in brown robes. The monks did not see us, they started praying (the language was not understandable). They prayed with such power, that I could hear the Heart from the Ark beating faster. I felt how their hearts connected into one, beating with the Heart from the Ark. Jesus prayed with them and was very happy.

“Do you know who these people are? They are the lowest and the most needing on Earth. But they are great in Heaven. Right now you are in a holy place, because from all around the globe of Earth, this is the only monastery that really worships the only God. These people care for soul, not for body – there were twelve of them.” Jesus said: “Here are My apostles. My supports. And now My time is coming to an end.”

He exited the church and as soon as I appeared behind its doors, I saw the same mountain again, the church disappeared. I heard strange shouting and smell. I saw how hell triumphed, flames and unbearable cries. Again I saw angels, they were praying lying down crosswise. I heard powerful thunder from the sky, a storm began. Jesus’ face darkened. Sins of people began giving Him a lot of pain. He fell to His knees and began praying. His prayer was as it was on the Olive mountain, on His forehead appeared bloody sweat.

I heard the prayer of those twelve monks from the church. Black smoke began to approach, a wild laughter was heard, the presence of the devil of felt. He was very powerful and confident in himself. He began to tempt the Lord… “What do you endure these sufferings for? Look, how a mass of people despises you.”

Everything disappeared. I appeared near the foot of the mountain, Jesus was waiting for me.

I saw a beautiful city, amazing architecture of temples, monasteries, churches. Many cardinals, bishops, priests, monks well dressed. But under this wonderful clothing you could see dark souls. Greediness to money and innumerable earthly goods filled their minds and hearts. They have only one God – the devil. I saw that the high ranks of the clergy carried the “pillar” of the cross. It was over them, like a cloud, and where they went, it followed them. Their eyes were glowing with anger and hatred.

Jesus stood in the midst of a majestic temple, awaiting judgment and death. Sins of these priests and monks started giving Him unspeakable pain. Blood began dripping from the wounds on the ground. These people stepped on it, spit and kicked Jesus. And when His clean clothing turned into rags, one of these priests took off his beautiful cloak and thew it to His feet. I heard shouting, Jesus leaned on me even more. I almost fell.

Sins of these people turned the body of Jesus into a bloody mess, from which you could see gentle smile and sad eyes. Jesus groaned, bent down, it seemed that He was about to fall. I heard ringing of bells, wherever I looked, I saw young people with the same crosses. They were always bent down a lot from the burden of the crosses. Their crosses were very much smaller.

When we left the church, we appeared on an unknown road. With each step of Jesus, I could hear prayers in which were pain and groans of the twelve monks. He leaned on me very much, so much, that I barely had the strength to keep going. His hand on my shoulder was like a heavy cross. Mass of sins that were done on earth at this moment covered the road in thorns. Jesus did not say anything.

Now, it was hard to recognize Him. His face which was brighter than the sun, became bloodied, covered with dirt. Red-gray rags covered His body. I could hear cries of Angels and Mary, it added even more pain. Everywhere felt the presence of the Father, His look. This brought fear.

With every step human sins added to Jesus’ lashes, slaps and insults. I really wanted to help Him. I began listening to the beating of His Heart, it was very weak. And with each hit there was an even greater burden, it brought Jesus a little relief. Finally, we were before a huge mountain of sins. “Look child, it is not stone that makes up this mountain”, Jesus said, “it is your sins. Some time ago that mountain on Earth was much smaller, it was natural, and this mountain, grows every minute and I must get on it to be Crucified, to die for your eternal life.”

When I looked around, I saw many people among which where priests and monks. From their mouths came ungrateful words and judgment. When we climbed a quarter of the mountain, I heard a loud thunder, I saw that Jesus is laying on the ground near me, it seemed as if He was dead.

Powerful wind and Mother of God crying come to the following visions:

First vision: Cardinals standing on the “Lamb” and wild cries of people are heard everywhere, as if an evil spirit had possessed them. Again, I hear ringing of bells and prayers of people on Earth as well as good priests and monks. Jesus opened His eyes and began to stand up, but I could not get up. I saw that near Jesus appeared one of the twelve monks. Jesus puts His wounded hand on the monk’s shoulder and stands up.

Second vision: Many people ar coming. A priest of a very high rank came up to us. Cardinals pushed him around like some beggar. And he gladly put his friendly shoulder under the cross of Jesus. He became like Simon of Cyrene. The crowd grew larger, the most were sinners. The monks from the church changed one after another.

It was impossible to recognize Jesus. He was very exhausted and wounded. His every step became heavier every time. After Him were left bloody footsteps. The mountain was becoming steeper and steeper. Again, I heard the ringing of the bells, I saw many monks (female), (most were of elderly age, praying with a rosary). Their prayers were very sincere, tears on their eyes. Jesus said in His thought: “I want, for your prayers to be like these, that give Me strength right now. I want them to be full of sorrow and repentance, because there is nothing more valuable to My heart than such prayers.”

I saw sins of drunkenness and debauchery, which were happening right at this moment. The cross kept becoming heavier. Jesus fell to the ground again. This fall was very heavy and terrible. People defiled Jesus with words and deeds. All of His clothing was covered in blood, and body with countless wounds. And again, the prayers of certain priests, monks, and people raise Jesus and give Him strength. I could see that the high rank priest was very tired, on his forehead were bloody drops of sweat. During the Way of the Cross, he prayed in an unknown language. And Jesus asked God to alleviate the terrible punishment that awaits us.

An elderly monk (female) came up to Jesus, she was like Veronica. Although sins of people pushed and hit her, she bravely came up to the Lord and restored the beauty of His face. “This woman is My most dear sister, she follows Me and gives Me such love, that not one person can give Me. She is not a saint, no. She is the lowest among people on Earth, but the greatest in Heaven. How often her words turned people to God. For many souls she was like purification. You heard about her and will hear a lot more.”

I saw how people in white clothing approach the Christ. There were many of them. These were priests, good priests, prayer which saved many souls. The top of the mountain covered in darkness was already visible. The higher we got, the more the sinners rejoiced.

And so the last support of Jesus ended. He was not in strength to step even a step further, He falls. Jesus lost consciousness. His soul left the body and to the God Father.

I saw a huge throne, and in front of It a kneeled soul of a Martyr. I heard the words: “For the sake of My painful suffering, have mercy over them and the whole world”, then these words were heard much louder. Jesus got up and returned to the sinful Earth.

The high ranked priest helps His get up. It is him who becomes the last support for the Lord. Jesus started talking to him in thought. In thought, He blessed all righteous and sacrificed His sufferings for the sinners. The Way of the Cross was coming to an end…