Let us repent and give up everything for the Sun of our life is setting!

 

Let us repent and give up everything for the Sun of our life is setting!

March 22, 1998

A huge cliff. At its top was a big Crucifixion. In a moment I appeared near It. I saw wreaths of thorns that were scattered around the cross, sprouting, with giant thorn bushes growing out of them. They so entangled the place near the cross that it was impossible to get there without getting harmed. The needles reached 10 centimeters and were sharper than any needle.

I heard the voice of Jesus: “Thorns – are your everyday sins, over which you do not dwell and do nothing. Do you see, how much they envelop My cross. With each new sin they become closer to Me.” I saw how the branches of thorns move closer to the cross with their huge needles.

“Sister, this is not the past, all this is happening right now. I cannot wish for death because I must suffer for you again. But believe Me, death would be the sweetest joy and peace. My mouth feels terrible thirst, and tongue and the whole essence terrible hunger, from which the whole body writhes and trembles.

Look at this Golgotha that you prepared for Me today. The top of the highest, driest, and hottest cliff. There is no such cliff in nature. Such a cliff can only be through sins and infidelities. From such terrible drought, the wounds dry up, and in their place form even deeper, even more painful ones. The heat and the unmerciful rays of this sun – are your sins of impurity, evil desires of the body. Tongue, from which dirt pours incessantly. Bad books, newspapers, lewd movies, in which all of mankind is immersed.

Yes, I am the sun for the world, but the sun of My and your lives will set for long. And instead will shine false sun, rays of which will be bright, but colder than the rays of the moon. The sun of souls will shine bright, but only from the first glance, because souls will be in deathly darkness. They will seek that sun but will not find it. They will feel terrible hunger and cold, but the source of eternal life will dry up for long, they will destroy It themselves. They will seek bread, but there will be no Bread of eternal life anymore, because all the ears of life and peace will die under the burning sun.”

Jesus groaned. When I looked at Him, I saw that the thorns struck Him into His pierced feet and from there crawled upwards to knees, tearing and piecing skin. Skin hanged in pieces torn all the way to bones, and the thorns moved up. Jesus groaned again. I saw that from the other side thorns moves up the cross to the left arm and began to tear it. All the thorns from feet and left arm were moving to the Heart, to kill it.

“All these thorns – are your lies, slander, gossip, pride, laziness. The biggest needles – quarrelsomeness, disobedience, curses, drunkenness, drugs, debauchery, self-confidence, arrogance, excessive cheerfulness and meaninglessness of words, missed, cold and neglected prayer. Disrespect of Eucharist. Refusal of My cross, violation of fasting through dancing and other entertainments. Hate, malice, anger give rise to new sins, which turn into endless stalks of torment.

Pray to Me child, collect these thorns, break and tear them.”
When I said a prayer, I saw how a fiery tornado arose. It was a very scary sight. I fell crosswise and began to pray again. From this tornado formed a huge three-meter-long fiery sword which started to cut, burn and destroy the thorns. This sword was the right hand of the Holy Spirit, which I called in prayer.

Jesus called me. Into my hands fell a second nail, which turned into a wet cloth. For the first time in my life, I touched the face of the Lord, wiping the bloody sweat and terrible dryness of the cracked and tormented face. Jesus greedily pressed his cracked lips to this piece of cloth. He needed my kindness and care, but I could not give him even the least, because I had nothing.

Soon will come times when we will wish for the most elementary – water but will not find it. Our dry and cracked from wounds lips, will beg the Father for forgiveness, but will they find it? When we have so much food, water, when we can treat our wounds with fragrant ointments, then why can we not dedicate our lives to God? Why can we not turn into a drop of water and bread for the Lord through our prayers? Because we do not want to. Because there is no time, desire. Let us repent and give up everything for the Sun of our life is setting!