You will seek light but will not find it

 

You will seek light but will not find it

July 13, 1998

Jesus: “Today, I want to talk about the Warning. A week before it every person will feel internal anxiety, longing, pain and especially despair. It will seem to you as if darkness enveloped your soul. You will seek light but will not find it. Because the sun of your life set for a long time. You will not feel My presence in Eucharist, repentance, or prayers. I will not be among you anymore, because each of you will be left alone with themselves and your feelings and sins. Only you and the Father will be left. And not a single resident of Heaven will be able to help you, despite all your fervent prayers.

All of you will feel the ephemerality of time, this event will not pass anyone, regardless of age or gender. And the same the emptiness will come to all. It will not leave aside anyone. You ask why you need to pray and look for patrons? I will tell you why, because in this hard minute not a single dearest friend will beg God about the forgiveness of your sins. But Heavenly friends will stay awake day and night before the Throne of the Almighty Father, whether They will be with you or not. All emotions and anxiety you will feel at the boundary of the Warning will be so difficult and terrible that you will feel like you are becoming insane.

The Warning – is the last warning which will open eyes to all mistakes and betrayals. But even after that many will not want to return where they came from – Heaven. Because if you wanted to Heaven, the number of your sins would be smaller. You would understand Me from half-word. But how often I need to beg you to pray. But do you always heed My begging? What can you say about people who chose hell for themselves? Who do not want to return to their Father, to their native home, where they were nurtured in love.

How often you exchange the eternal for the ordinary and temporary. How often you exchange prayer for television or entertainment. Ignoring God who is waiting for you with outstretched arms home. How often He comes to you under the look of a trial, and you reject Him. Did you ever think that under the rags of a beggar or some merciful deed the Lord Himself could be hiding?

Go in peace and do not sin anymore.”