I hear so few words of love from you

 

I hear so few words of love from you

March 24, 1998

I saw that I was on a deserted shore of a large lake. There were many religious items on the ground. Nearby lay a bowl that was covered with mud. In the middle of this lake was a giant Crucifixion. Wounds of Jesus were just like yesterday, maybe even worse. On feet and left arm skin hanged in pieces from the terrible thorns. “Do you love Me? How little do I hear from you the words of love.”

The wreath of thorns moved to the side and struck right into the temple, from which He groaned. When I looked closer, I saw that this wreath does not look like thorns anymore, because there were as many thorns as needles on a Christmas tree. Every moment grew more and more new needles of large proportions.

“I want to talk about the mirror of your souls. Every day, whether mankind sins or not, I give My holy Body and Blood in the mystery of the Eucharist. Many people treat it as something ordinary or a ritual. But believe me, for a drop of blood I suffer many months. Yes, exactly months.”

Jesus’s face was very tired, emaciated with many bruises and bloody wounds.

“I gladly sacrifice My sufferings because I love you so much that I wish to unite with you in the Holy mystery of Eucharist. But so many people dishonor it. How many priests inflict deep wounds on Me from which I still cannot recover. Sometimes they can be much worse than the Judas that sold Me. He sold Me only once in his life. He betrayed his love only once. And he gave in to the voice of demons also once. But there are so many pastors, My chosen apostles, who betray Me many times. Their price of betrayal is less than 30 silver coins. Their cost of betrayal – is violation of fasting, not fulfilling their pastoral duties.

But you wound Me even more, proceeding to the Holy Eucharist careless. Think child, after accepting a piece of My heart have you ever wondered about Its price? Have you thought about how much time I had to suffer and sacrifice, to come to you. Maybe for you in such a simple easy way.

Remember repentance. Remember your evil thoughts, which once condemned priests, indifferent execution of penance. Have you thought that in front of you I was sitting so close to you? That I listened to all your words with such thirst. That I prepared the cup of forgiveness and peace. But how often you were ashamed and pushed it away from you.

With these words I am not addressing you directly. I am addressing every person in the whole world. Because in these simple and familiar words they will find themselves. Perhaps these people will remember how they hid their sins because they were ashamed of them. And did not want to repent. How they did not want to accept Me because they found excuses. But I so waited for you.

How many tears I shed over your souls. How much love I prepared, which you stepped on with your feet. How often you remember slandering or quarrelling with someone and felt irritated. And so easily forgot about Me. I beg you, child, fight temptation, try not to let sin separate us.

You pour your love through prayer. As I give it in the Holy Mystery of Eucharist – do not reject It. Learn to see with spiritual eyes. Learn to see My love in the gloomy and ordinary. Under every sin and evil intention – are My sufferings. These religious items which you just saw on the shore – are your carelessness and contempt of the Family of God.”

Jesus groaned again. Tears rolled down His face. The wreath of thorns has stuck into His head so much that blood covered His whole face. I saw a spear which hit into the heart of Jesus. It was so wounded that I stopped hearing Its beating. Jesus was dying. I heard Mary’s aching voice: “Fall to your knees child and pray, stay awake with Me. Pray, this way you will be able to ease the sufferings of Jesus and receive forgiveness for the greatest and the most painful sin of humanity.”

I felt the beating of Jesus’s heart again. I saw a cup full of the Holy Eucharist. From it came such a bright light that it was impossible to look.

Let us repent and give up everything for the Sun of our life is setting!

 

Let us repent and give up everything for the Sun of our life is setting!

March 22, 1998

A huge cliff. At its top was a big Crucifixion. In a moment I appeared near It. I saw wreaths of thorns that were scattered around the cross, sprouting, with giant thorn bushes growing out of them. They so entangled the place near the cross that it was impossible to get there without getting harmed. The needles reached 10 centimeters and were sharper than any needle.

I heard the voice of Jesus: “Thorns – are your everyday sins, over which you do not dwell and do nothing. Do you see, how much they envelop My cross. With each new sin they become closer to Me.” I saw how the branches of thorns move closer to the cross with their huge needles.

“Sister, this is not the past, all this is happening right now. I cannot wish for death because I must suffer for you again. But believe Me, death would be the sweetest joy and peace. My mouth feels terrible thirst, and tongue and the whole essence terrible hunger, from which the whole body writhes and trembles.

Look at this Golgotha that you prepared for Me today. The top of the highest, driest, and hottest cliff. There is no such cliff in nature. Such a cliff can only be through sins and infidelities. From such terrible drought, the wounds dry up, and in their place form even deeper, even more painful ones. The heat and the unmerciful rays of this sun – are your sins of impurity, evil desires of the body. Tongue, from which dirt pours incessantly. Bad books, newspapers, lewd movies, in which all of mankind is immersed.

Yes, I am the sun for the world, but the sun of My and your lives will set for long. And instead will shine false sun, rays of which will be bright, but colder than the rays of the moon. The sun of souls will shine bright, but only from the first glance, because souls will be in deathly darkness. They will seek that sun but will not find it. They will feel terrible hunger and cold, but the source of eternal life will dry up for long, they will destroy It themselves. They will seek bread, but there will be no Bread of eternal life anymore, because all the ears of life and peace will die under the burning sun.”

Jesus groaned. When I looked at Him, I saw that the thorns struck Him into His pierced feet and from there crawled upwards to knees, tearing and piecing skin. Skin hanged in pieces torn all the way to bones, and the thorns moved up. Jesus groaned again. I saw that from the other side thorns moves up the cross to the left arm and began to tear it. All the thorns from feet and left arm were moving to the Heart, to kill it.

“All these thorns – are your lies, slander, gossip, pride, laziness. The biggest needles – quarrelsomeness, disobedience, curses, drunkenness, drugs, debauchery, self-confidence, arrogance, excessive cheerfulness and meaninglessness of words, missed, cold and neglected prayer. Disrespect of Eucharist. Refusal of My cross, violation of fasting through dancing and other entertainments. Hate, malice, anger give rise to new sins, which turn into endless stalks of torment.

Pray to Me child, collect these thorns, break and tear them.”
When I said a prayer, I saw how a fiery tornado arose. It was a very scary sight. I fell crosswise and began to pray again. From this tornado formed a huge three-meter-long fiery sword which started to cut, burn and destroy the thorns. This sword was the right hand of the Holy Spirit, which I called in prayer.

Jesus called me. Into my hands fell a second nail, which turned into a wet cloth. For the first time in my life, I touched the face of the Lord, wiping the bloody sweat and terrible dryness of the cracked and tormented face. Jesus greedily pressed his cracked lips to this piece of cloth. He needed my kindness and care, but I could not give him even the least, because I had nothing.

Soon will come times when we will wish for the most elementary – water but will not find it. Our dry and cracked from wounds lips, will beg the Father for forgiveness, but will they find it? When we have so much food, water, when we can treat our wounds with fragrant ointments, then why can we not dedicate our lives to God? Why can we not turn into a drop of water and bread for the Lord through our prayers? Because we do not want to. Because there is no time, desire. Let us repent and give up everything for the Sun of our life is setting!

Repent, because only with peace and gentleness I will come to you

 

Repent, because only with peace and gentleness I will come to you

March 11, 1998

A huge Crucifixion. Jesus was so tormented that He did not have the strength to speak. The cross was black. With giant nails, almost as big as the hand of Jesus. I heard a voice. He talked very slowly: “Why do I hear from you so few words of love? I want to hear that all My brothers and sister love Me very much. Sometimes two words, but sincere, can save My life. Come to Me.”

When I came closer, Jesus took His right hand off the cross and I saw a terrible wound which does not exist in nature. When I looked inside the wound, I got scared: in the bloody mess I saw our sins first. After this, the sins of our families and the sins of others. The worse the sins were, the more blood poured out of the wound. Not even a minute passed, and near my feet was already a lot of blood. Jesus did not blame but looked gently. He whispered: “Help Me, heal My wounds.”

“Only with fervent prayer, great love, and humility you can reach Heaven. If you will be a good child on Earth, you will receive eternal reward in Heaven. The wound of the right hand is related to love and good deeds… When you offend your neighbor, behave arrogantly and confidently, you wound My right hand. If you do a lot of mercy, forgive your enemies and offenders, pray a lot – you will deprive Me of one great wound.”

Jesus handed me a large nail, it was golden and covered in blood. The nail was so heavy that I barely held it.

“Repent, because only with peace and gentleness I will come to you.”

It pains Me very much, that so few souls turn to Me

 

It pains Me very much, that so few souls turn to Me

March 7, 1998

The Lord…

“Through your prayers, I will enlighten many sinners. It pains Me very much, that so few souls turn to Me. Many of you relate Me to a piece of history that has already been. But it is not so. I cheer for your every step and breath. I want you to pray to Me for favors and requests. For you to turn to Me not only in troubles, but in happiness as well. This way, I will be able to help you and the whole world.

Only through your prayers and requests we will be able to destroy demons, heal souls from the leprosy of sin and do a lot of mercy. That is why when you dedicate a part of your life to Me, I will call you to charity, which should be manifested not in words of desires, but in actions.

And from you child I demand more silence, obedience, peace and harmony. Prepare.”

Do you see My sufferings?

March 5, 1998

I saw a huge Crucifixion. I heard I loud beating of heart, which sounded like the warning. On Jesus’s head was a golden wreath of thorns, needles of which had stuck deep into the head. His body was covered in large wounds and scars. The worst was the wound near the heart.

Jesus said: “Do you see My sufferings child? These wound which are on My body right now, inflict on Me your infidelities and sins. As well as corrupt humanity which forgot that many years ago, I redeemed their eternal life and salvation by My death.

Do you see this golden wreath of thorns? It is much heavier and more painful than thorns. It is brought to Me by people who are in love with this material world. People who are revered for their faith and love for God about the human eye. Souls of such people are rotten and empty. They go to church because it is customary. They do many charitable deeds that they brag about, fast a lot, behave confidently because they consider themselves zealous and true Christians. May each of you think and remember if there are any of your thorns in My wreath.

Stale prayers, pride, condemnation, malice are the worst sins. Read the Bible because times are coming when it will be taken away, torn, burned. And I want you to be worthy chosen disciples in those days.

Remember child, that the best incense, the best doctor, and helper in everything is prayer. May the image of the head of the Lord crowned with thorns always be in your heart and the hearts of your relatives.”

Every year Jesus is born spiritually

 

Every year Jesus is born spiritually

January 14, 1998

Prayer… “I want you to say this prayer during all Christmas holidays, because it pays special attention to the Holy Eucharist. And there are only a few of these prayers. Do not forget, that in the Holy Eucharist to you comes Jesus, who you often offend with your sins. Offending the Eucharist is the greatest sin of mankind.

Every year Jesus is born spiritually. He comes into the arks of priests and the poor hearts of people. Often after Christmas holidays people stand onto the road of evil again. They partake of the sacrament in a state of sin. This way they wound Jesus. That is why think over your sins child. Over the purity of your heart.”

I saw a wonderful temple, beautifully decorated on the outside. When I entered it, I saw cracked walls, dirt, poverty. “See child, how many centuries passed, and this poor stable does not improve, it becomes poorer and poorer. Countless people talk about how they love Jesus, and especially the holiday of Birth of Christ. But is this love truly sincere? Because this miserable shelter was prepared by you. And every year it becomes poorer.

People forget about the spiritual values, live only for the body, thinking that the time to correct themselves is not here yet. But maybe there will be no time on Earth for such people. As they will find it in hell. You celebrate Christmas, but I cannot call this rite a celebration. Because how much debauchery, drunkenness, overeating, entertainment, and gossip happens on this day. Many people visit the church because it is a custom. Many do not visit it at all, because they have a lot of work at home, you will have guests and you need to saturate their bodies. 

How many of you do not even do the sign of cross before eating. Not even a few hours pass after Eucharist and you already offend it with alcohol. So few of you will pray with your families on this day. And how many of you will defile that day by caroling while intoxicated. This is a small piece of what is happening all over the Earth. How can you adorn the poor stable of Jesus. Maybe in a few generations people will completely destroy it with their sinful lives. That is why kneel child and pray especially in these holidays, because the punishment which is coming will destroy everything.

I want priests to call people to repentance, prayer before great holidays. After the birth of Jesus, the Holy Family did not have even a piece of bread and water. They prayed, glorified God and greeted the King, who came to this sinful Earth. Think child, what can your poor heart bring the Little Jesus. He so awaits your prayers, carols, which warm His Heart from the cold, struck by the riches and benefits sinful world.”

 

Ivy – is the serpent of sin, which first entangles the mind, heart, then body and soul

 

Ivy – is the serpent of sin, which first entangles the mind, heart, then body and soul

December 8, 1997

Mary… She was so beautiful that it is impossible to describe in words. In Her eyes and movements was pure love.

“Congratulations, daughter, on the holiday of your soul. The time has come when the bud begins blooming. A wonderful bud which soon will give many fruits. You and your family should nurture the sprouts that are sown. As the dove of change is already so close.

I am your Heavenly Mother, I love you very much and care for you all. I will help you in everything. From you I only ask for prayer and love. If only you knew how much My heart is torn right now. How many bloody tears I shed over souls that become further away from God and disrespect Me.

Child, there are so many beliefs, which completely forgot about Me. Right now, the sin of impurity wounds My heart and the heart of My Son the most. Satanist groups are spreading like weeds. How many times they crucify My Son and My Motherly heart. Yes, Motherly heart, because they are My children too. My lost children, who sold their souls to demons. Watch out child, be very careful, because they lurk for innocent souls the most, which they want to taint with the sin of betrayal of the Family of God.

I ask you, pray to Me. How many wounds prayer will heal, how many tears it will dry. Rely on the will of the Heavenly Father in everything. Fight pride and disobedience, cultivate the gift of silence.

You consider yourselves the masters of your body? But know, that you are only its slaves. Slaves who satisfy all its lusts and passions. Slaves who only care for its outside world and neglect the inner one. You are like a dry tree, the trunk and branches of which are entangled in long stems of ivy. From the look of it, the tree seems healthy and able to live. But in reality, the ivy already sucked out all the lifegiving powers of the tree, thanks to which it became used to living there.

Ivy – is the serpent of sin, which first entangles mind, heart, then body and soul, sucking out all its good feelings and ambitions. A person is in the captivity of sin because a parasite carves its roots. They are spiritually ill. Do you want to know what illness that is? It is your laziness, pride, anger, intemperance in food, debauchery, which you see and perhaps read. The sin of lies, slander, defamation.

Do you see how powerful the roots of this ivy-sin are? Now think child, is your body is not affected by its roots?

If yes, then repent. Because specifically repentance, the Holy Eucharist, can defeat the root of sin that lives in you.

Learn to recognize the inner world of people, because under rags or mutilated body may be a big sincere soul. And under wonderful clothing and body can be hidden a wasteland, a snake that will kill all living things around and contaminate clean bodies with its mucus of sewage.

So remember, not every beautiful tree gives fruits. You are trees in the garden of God. The garden of God is your Earth, the fruits are your work and perfection. Learn a lot, child, work on your mistakes, nurture fruits to make them sweet and tempting to eat. Tell your sisters and brothers, that I remember about each of them. And very much, do you hear Me? I love them all very much.”

Now you see, how perfect and wonderful the world is, how similar it is to you

 

Now you see, how perfect and wonderful the world is, how similar it is to you

December 13, 1997

Jesus: “My heart is overfilled with love to all of you and desires mutual love. But what a tiny part It is getting. Because you love your own bodies the most, then all the people who are relatives to you. Then food, television, entertaining companies of gossipers, your own soul, a little the church, and everything that is left over belongs to My heart. Everything that I just said is true, although many of you will deny this truth.

I do not require you to forget about the world. I require from you only a little love. I want this love to be sincere, even if little.

I do not need great love about which christians talk, about the human eye. I do not need your sacrifices and bowing about the human eye.

Because this way, you honor your own body, not Mine, you raise it for personal glory.

How often you can hear about your intelligence, acts of mercy, kindness, but how rarely you can see it. How often you offend your close ones, trampling them into the mud without seeing your own body, your own suffering soul, mutilated by sins. How often you repent, thinking that with this you made a great feat for which the Heavenly Father is supposed to bow before you. But did you think about what your repentance was like? With what trembling of a heart you received the Holy Eucharist. For your good deeds, how much you demand from the Heavenly Father in exchange. You get irritated when He does not give you something. Insulting Him with your doubts and little faith. But did you forget, what the will of God is?

Then remember a slave before the King and follow his example. An example of humbleness and silence. How often you lack this silence, how often from your mouths pour out lies, glorifying of one another. Come to your senses! Because often you pay more attention to sinful passions than to your God.

Indifference of the youth, debauchery, drunkenness, entertainment, terrible illnesses filled the whole earth. Gods’ wrath is coming, It is irreversible! The devil’s revelry is spreading, like fire in windy weather. Earthquakes, wars, floods, greediness to money and power – are His orgy of bliss over the doomed Earth.

Every day many people, priests and children leave My yoke. Numerous sects, Satanists spread around the world with terrible power. Mass of souls is falling into the abyss of hell. Brutal killings, violence turn man into a wild animal, for which there are no limits and laws, for which the smell of blood and money is a divine pleasure.

The Earth that once twinkled like a bright star in the boundless universe is turning into fading rays of the sun which is setting so that the darkness may come. And who knows, maybe that sun will never even rise into the sky again.

The goal of your life is to save sinners and their souls. All of your time praying, dedicate to them. Involve teenagers, adults, because their prayers are the weapon that can destroy the devil.

You are these stars of God, which show the path to travelers in the darkness of night. Pray, pray a lot, because with prayer will come the fire of love, which will burn all the evil that filled your souls. Breathe in the wonderful aroma of incense and you will be cleansed.

Accept pain and suffering, as enjoyment, the Holy Eucharist as a sacrifice of the New Testament and your reward on heaven will be great. May My Crucifixion be your guide in life. Ignore the temptations and tricks of the devil, for he rejoices over this. Get up, throw off the yoke of sin, indifference and anger, look at the world with opened eyes and you will see that it is wonderful.

Remember, how in the spring the first spouts break through the snow to the sun. The sun – is our Heavenly Father. The sprouts are all the people who have set foot on God’s path.

Remember summer with wonderful herbs and flowers, which abound in the greenery, aromas, wonderful singing of birds and lush, formed nature. This is the person who set foot on the path of perfection and is heading on it to their goal.

Every person is different. One has a beautiful body, other a soul, another one is rich with intelligence, and someone else has a talent to singing. The same with herbs, some are spiky, others are fragrant, and some other give many fruits. I want you to be those flowers in the Kingdom of God, for you to give many fruits and sow the grains of peace and goodness.

Remember autumn…How majestic it is in its fruits, golden grains, attire that shines with gold. Autumn comes to each person in old age, when looking back, their whole life with all its good memories and deeds float before them. Then, you will be able to gather many fruits or nothing. Then, you will be able to dress your soul into golden robes or ruin. That is when to the chosen ones will come fulfillment of body and perfection.

Remember autumns gentle rains or storms with thunder and lightning. The gentle rains are repentance, which washes the soul of sins. Thunder and lightning remind a person near the end of their life about hell and eternal fire, about the endless tears, which await sinners. Remember child about the snow-white winter… Which in its clean robes prepares for eternal rest, to later give new life to sprouts, bushes, flowers. Winter is when death comes child. It dresses a person in snow white clothes, prepares them for eternal rest, to be born later to eternal life in Heaven.

Now you see, how perfect and wonderful the world is, how similar it is to you. Love it, care and pray for it. Repent, drive away all the doubts, sorrows, and pain. Think that with your smile and happiness to life you will be able to heal My body from all the wounds and at the same time defeat demons. You can do this…

May the fire of My love purify you from sins.

May My nailed to the cross body and crowned with thorns heart be your guide in life.”