“Balm for soul”

 

“Balm for soul”

January 14, 1999

 

       “Today I want to talk about soul. How poor and tired of sin your souls are, how they rush to the sun. But the mad body does not let them. Soul – is a creature of eternity. It is eternal from birth and there is no power on Earth or in Heaven that can defeat an immortal creation of the Father. How I care and pray to the Father for them. But you are so indifferent to My prayers, how you love this world. How little you care for this living stream in your body.

       Every time you put the sign of cross on your body, the soul sees bright sun which so attracts it to itself. But how rarely and little you pray. Looking for solutions to problems anywhere but not in prayer. You do not believe that prayer can solve your problems. It can gift eternal life.

       Today, I want to teach you to heal souls. How often you can hear the phrase “balm for the soul” and no one knows the name of this “balm”.”

       Jesus kneeled near an altar. On the altar lay bloodied, blue and in terrible scabs and dirt creature. “There is nothing worse than seeing a dying soul. We will heal it now.” Jesus put His hand on the head of this soul and took a cross in the other hand. We started praying “Hail Mary”, with every word the wounds disappeared. The soul started becoming a light color. “Child, “balm for the soul” is the prayer “Hail Mary”.”

       “You know how to handle a cross correctly but remember, any cross has fire. By moving a cross in the air, you divide this world into four parts, without realizing it. The first part – is Heaven. Second – Earth. Third – the Purgatory. Fourth – Hell. Now look.” Jesus took the cross and moved it in the air and I saw a great sword which cut the air in four directions. Four images appeared like a picture. “This can be seen with spiritual eyes. What is needed? The desire.”

       My dearest ones, after so many falls into sin, after so much beating and crowning with thorns you are not ashamed to look Me in the eyes. You are not ashamed to look My Father in the eyes. You are used to Him always forgiving. You know that in His eyes you will only see love and understanding. And I so often, look in your eyes and do not see in them understanding, forgiveness, but only hatred and greediness to sin. In your eyes only satan sees understanding.

       How often instead of following My cross you throw yourself into the hugs with the demon, not fearing his horrible mouth and appearance. Of course, I come to you as a beggar, but he – as a king. I come to you in trials and poverty, he – comes in wealth and happiness. I bring with myself eternal life, and he – brings death. I bring love, and he – brings hatred. I bring faith, and he – brings fear.

 

       The world is mysterious and unexplored to you, because at the same time on earth exists the spiritual world, which you will see at the time of the Warning and you will understand the futility of the past. This is the spiritual world – look.” I saw a person, in front of them stood Jesus with outstretched hugs and behind a horrible animal with fangs and an extremely terrible mouth from which saliva dripped. At the same time, I saw the real world. The person lied and in the spiritual world they were hugging and kissing this terrible creature, when they did good, they hugged Jesus. “Now before lying, slandering or shouting remember My hugs and the hugs of this creature and think which ones you want to be in. Sister, do you love Me?”

In what look do you pray?

 

In what look do you pray?

January 12, 1999

 

       Jesus prayed. “Greetings sister. You all say that you love Me, but what is this love with your actions? I want you to completely dedicate your life to My love. You often do frivolous things, you are often afraid and cry. But most importantly, you are not obedient.

       You never though that you were committing the sin of impurity, which combines with the sin of disrespect. In what look do you pray? You should pray only when you are wearing a long dress or skirt, which should be much below knees. Neck and arms should be covered with a sweater or a blouse. Head covered with a white handkerchief or scarf. Feet should be in tights or socks, but not barefoot. Hands thoroughly washed. When you do dirty work and your hands are dirty, you never sit down at the table. And you come to prayer with such hands. You do not see that dirt because it is spiritual. But I see it.

       You cannot kiss a cross or any religious object when the lips are with lipstick. So, when you want to kiss something watch for the cleanliness of your lips. This is especially important when kissing the Gospel. What do you see in My hands?” Jesus raised up a cross. He took a rosary in the other. “These are the greatest weapons of humanity, and maybe Universe. When you want to learn to use it, you must follow My advices and instructions. Take it.”

       When I took the cross, I felt that it is cold like ice, but in the hands of Jesus it was glowing. “This is how cold your souls are. When in your hearts will be no anger and hatred, it will melt from sins. Then the Cross will replace everything most important that you will have in life.” Jesus told to do the sign of cross. “Sister, is this a cross? Making the sign of cross should be done slowly, it must be put on forehead, chest, and shoulders straightly.

       But your biggest errors are that you say the words automatically, without thinking. The heavenly family is greeted with such words: “In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.” With these words you turn to the Holy Trinity. Think about it: “In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit”, so may They be glorified! Now think about how you greet the Holy Trinity and how many times you offended Us because you rushed to go out of church or to talk to someone. So now, when you want to greet, do it correctly.”

       Jesus took the Gospel. “This is the book of life. Open it and you will see the past, present and future.” Jesus took a slice of whole-wheat bread and water. “This is real food.”

       “I want your prayer to be not only good and perfected, I want it to be powerful. When hands are locked, on the abdomen or below it, it is good for gossip and lies. For prayer, hands should be folded palm to palm, even and straight.

       Now go in peace and do not sin anymore.”

Your lives are filled with vanity

 

Your lives are filled with vanity

January 10, 1999

Jesus raised His hand for a kiss, blood dripped from His wrist, but the wound was not visible.

“This blood is shed over your sins, it is the sacrifice of the New Testament. Your lives are filled with vanity, they get lost in this earthly and impure world. And through the evil influence of evil, you no longer feel the charms of nature and your own life. You do not feel that gift which the Father gave you. How often because of insults or difficulties, you can hear how hard life is and that you would rather die than live in this cruel for you world. Foolish, if only you knew what life awaits you in eternity you would never want to leave this world.

Every year it seems to Me that you have changed, but it is just a faraway dream. Because you again torment and crucify My body. I dream that someone will follow Me, and not those thieves and murderers. But unfortunately, there are so few of those zealous christians. Tell Me, are you a sincere christian? Tell Me, who am I to you? Tell Me, do you love Me?

My faithful friend, stop sin. Stop everything that is destroying My dreams. Today, I beg for your help, stop the demon. Give your soul and body for My cross. Give the soul and body for My love, for My life.

The Gospel – is your pastor. In It you will find still unread lines in which there will be advices.” Jesus put His hands up and shouted: “Father, if You can, change the world. Turn away the punishing hand from this humanity. Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing. Father, if You wish, take My life as a pledge for theirs. But Father, may Your will be done, not Mine.”

I saw a starry sky, in the middle of which was a huge fiery sphere with a tail, rushing to the Earth to destroy it. The punishment is inevitable!

Jesus tightened my hand firmly and said, “Remember My teachings. Pray My prayer, fight satan and pull him to hell while there is still a little time. Remember, the world is already a mirage. I will come and stand between you to divide you with a sword of the grace of the Holy Spirit, to break the chains of evil and to set your souls free, and they like doves will go to the sun.”

How much longer do I have to wait for your love

 

How much longer do I have to wait for your love.

January 9, 1999

Jesus: “Today I felt your love, faith and hope for the best. But despite all this I feel your “Ego” and self-confident “I”. You want to be tall in My eyes, but for now you are children who still need to learn a lot and just live. Time – is the best teacher, healer, and advisor. Little souls, to be great in My eyes you must learn to endure humiliation, condemnation, and death.

How often I can hear about your worries, pain, and tears, how often you complain about your Lord, and how rarely you thank Him for help. My dear ones, He gave you eternal life, but you do not value it because earthly life is over everything for you. How often I knock to your hearts but instead of a gentle greeting and welcoming I hear only tears and complains about your own imperfections. I hear about your unpreparedness to accept Me because of sins. But My best, when will you be able to accept Me. How much longer must I wait for your love.

Now I come to your hearts and wish to ignite the fire of peace. The life of a person – is the most valuable gift of the Heavenly Father. But how can you value your own life if you take others’ lives?

Holidays, and the world flies into the abyss… Drugs, intoxicated madness, enmity of nations, quarrels in families, hatred, and greed to glory among priests enveloped the whole earth like a veil of ice. I do not know how else I can call out to humanity about repentance. Because not appearances, not the Gospel or the teachings of pastors work anymore. Satan is sitting on the throne of humanity and celebrates his triumph over the world.

What terrible changes and novelty came to the church. That, which over two thousand years did not change is now subject to modernization. That which has only one name, sin, is not sin anymore now. That which is called sacrifice is almost extinct. Because how few understand the meaning of this word and how rarely use it in practice. My dear little warriors, fight satan. Fight that jackal of evil which mercilessly devours human souls. The church knows that great trials await humanity but stays silent, although it should ring loudly to people’s hearts about repentance.

Today I want to familiarize you with a little prayer which you know perfectly well. This prayer is called My name: “Lord, Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on sinful us.” Exactly this prayer is the most powerful in the fight against the demon. Time will come when it will destroy Lucifer. Do you want to see its power?”

In a moment everything was gone. There was a strong wind, a hurricane. The sky turned black. Jesus raised His hands, His garments were fluttering. With the first words of the prayer darkness came, in which were visible fangs and eyes of demons. There were millions of them. When Jesus said the prayer to the end, there was a wild cry, whistling and desperate howling. The gates of hell opened, and the souls of demons flew there like hail. After what the sun shined again, and it became day.

“I want this prayer to be said by strong soul with the blessings of priests.”

here is My family, where?

 

Where is My family, where?

January 8, 1999

Jesus prayed. “Sister, I love you, I love you so much. With these words I turn to all of you, to the whole world. With these words I am destroying the strength and the reign of satan.

My little creations, you look for weapons which can destroy hell. You look for weapons which can destroy satan, sin, not knowing that this power is hidden at the bottom of your hearts. To overcome hell, you do not need pharisees’ often attendance in church. Do you know what I mean? Many creations think that by visiting church, confession, and receiving Eucharist, they are defeating the reign of hell.

Many people look for miraculous rosaries, guides, priests, not understanding that the greatest weapon, the greatest sword and shield – is love. Because this world still rests on My love. Because only through love it is possible to avoid hell. Because only through love you can defeat the hating demon. Because only through love you can destroy sin. A man who loves God will always try to please Him. A man who loves, will never kill.

This small introduction and deviation from the last conversation I started so that you understand that the power of your soul is in your love to God, your neighbor, and yourself. Because all these gifts which I have asked of you are based on love. Because their beginning and origin is love. When you love, you agree to give everything that you have, even life. When you love God, you fear Him. When you love, then in your soul open gifts of generosity, mercy, humility, faith. It is a pity that you did not understand that these gifts are connected only with our Heavenly Father. I suffer, but He, the Creator of Heaven and Earth, suffers even more. Because His dear children do not love Him anymore, they do not need Him. That is why I want you to give Him a part of you and all the virtues of your soul.

At the time of mass renunciation, at the time when hell will be overfilled with souls, at the time when satan will reign over the world. My dear little warriors, you will overcome the power of satan with your gifts of love. And will have given your life for God. Others will save it, to endure this earthly hell of hatred and anger, snatching your souls from the fire of hell to bring them to the sun.

Today, the Father begs all of humanity. He begs priests, monks, faithful through these simple words of the most loving Father, the dearest friend, the best healer. Daughter, just believe Me. Give yourself into My hands and follow the Christ. I love you so much. I so wish for your love. I so wish for your childish hugs. Now you understand why He still did not punish the world, now you understand why I am to die for you every day. The fault of this – is love.

So remember sister, that you can find the world, valuable stones, gold, family, but if you do not find love in your heart, then I truly tell you – you are the poorest creature in the Universe. Because the greatest treasures are hidden in love. Love is capacious, it is like a huge wall, which protects the soul from death and fire of hell. This wall is built with millions of bricks. And so is love built from millions of gifts.

The greatest among which is – faith. It is the fundament.

Love – is all that stands on it. Faith heals, and love eases the suffering. When you love God, you do not fear death because you understand that it is the only thing that can connect you with Him forever. Because to be born to eternal life, you need to die. To die with love to God, your neighbor and yourself. When you give your life with hatred and anger, part of eternity you will spend in purgatory. When you die having lost faith, love, your eternity will be in the fire of hell.

The holiday of My Christmas, My love is approaching. And into this world I will come again with boundless love to all of you. I will again seek shelter for the night. I will again wander in this cold world looking for a haven, warmth, and love. But sister, where to look for this? In the wonderful houses-palaces, where there is ringing of crystal filled with poison, in the palaces where people care only about their own body, where is not a single icon, where tables bend from food. Where there are curses, drunken carols, sleep. But again I call to you: “My faithful, wake up, for enemy is waiting for your souls, satan is preparing a lasso, that will drag entire families to hell.”

Sister, where to seek shelter? In the empty temples, in cold souls, in stale hearts? Where is My family? Where are My brothers and sisters, where are My poor and humble lambs? How do you celebrate My holiday? How much time do you spend in church and praying?”

Everything disappeared. I saw countless doors to which Joseph knocked. Jesus slept in a poor cover in Mary’s arms. When one door opened, I saw Earth, countless churches, and buildings. But all these places where like frozen. Only far away in the sky shone a star of love which guided Gods Family to Their haven. Their haven is a heart, which burns with love to God, their neighbor, and themselves.

Everything disappeared again. A starry sky, among which a foggy image of a baby with outstretched arms and a gentle and sad child’s voice: “Where is my family, where?”

Take the rosary into your hands

 

Take the rosary into your hands

January 4, 1999

Jesus. In His hands I saw a rosary, very beautiful, never saw one like that one. Every bead was a small cluster of light in which life could be felt.

“The rosary for you is something daily and too simple. For many it is an incomprehensible invention of the church. Only remember, how you pray with it. How often you flaunt wonderful and expensive rosaries. Not understanding, that its power is not in the beads and expensive stones. Not understanding, that its power is not in its beauty, but in prayer. Its power hides in the soul of that person. When the person is pure, they do not feel beads but heat.

For such a person time disappears, they no longer feel the heavy burden of the rosary. Because their soul merges into one whole with them. The soul cries out to the Lord, rushing to freedom. Do you know why you do not feel all its charms, because you treat it with carelessness. But will come time when you will feel the warmth in each bead, when you will be lost in time and will wake up when you say: “Amen.”

Times will come when everything most precious will be taken away from you. And later they will want to take the soul too. Your power hides in your soul. And your weakness and foolishness in the body.

Today, many feel that the world defeated them. Feel that they are moving away from God. Right now, you do not feel the power of the rosary. But My dear little warriors – wake up. Give freedom to that power which hides in your souls. Take the rosary in your hands, raise your hands to the Lord and say: “I have sinned my Lord, and I am not worthy to behold Your majesty and power, but Lord, look upon my tears and sincere repentance and forgive me. Because my life belongs only to You. My life – is You!”

When they take everything, they will only not be able to take the rosary, because it will live in your imagination eternally. It will be enough to close your eyes, gather all the power and love, and the rosary will be before your eyes like rays of the sun and will guide you forward, and time will disappear, and you will wake up to eternal life through the word: “Amen.”

The Punishment

 

The Punishment

October 26, 1998

Jesus: “The punishment will begin at 3 o’clock. The sky will take on a shade of pale gray. Terrible black storm clouds will come from the west. There will be groans and rales of the dead all over the earth. Many will feel like they are becoming insane. But it will only be the beginning of the terrible madness. The earth will feel a terrible shock. Many cities will go underground, houses will be ruined. But most of earth will stay whole and not damaged. Before the start there will be a feeling of death. People will feel terrible pain and pity for who unknown. It will seem that someone close has passed from this world. From the terrible shock people will lose consciousness and will be taken to heaven to see how the gates of the Universe open and mass of holy and restless souls rushes to Earth. Many people will see all the evil that they did and the good they have not done. But again, this is only the beginning…

Tell Me about your love every day. Child, My Heart and the clock of life last the last hours. My poor souls, what should I do with you? How much I love you and how much I care for you. How I wait for the meeting with you. Stay awake.”