I love you all so much

Monday, May 24, 2004

My dear sister and all the little souls, I love you all so much

May 24, 2004

Jesus prayed, - My dear, fall on your knees and keep awake with Me to not fall into temptations. Grains are sown again. Everyday I watch over your souls. Every day I ask the Heavenly Father for your infidelity and transgressions. Everyday I pour on you inexhaustible streams of grace and love. My heart is so eager to take over your hearts.

Passed many centuries but it is still hungry and thirsty. It still tries to turn to itself those who crucify it every day. Comes the time for prayer. Comes time when your souls will cry out to the Lord and will be heard. Time of peace and tranquility.

During this time each of you needs to nurture good fruits of your good acts and mercy. Each of you remind of a wild apple tree which I try to instill with love every year. An apple tree in the shade of which I love to rest so much. Apple tree, the fruits of which are still so far from perfection.

My dear sister and all the little souls, I love you all so much. Everyday you beat Me on the earthly altar of passions, doubts and contempt. Every day when I knock, thirsty, to your heart to find a peaceful haven, tranquility, and peace, where I could heal My everyday wounds. You, who call yourselves “called” – drive Me away. As every day I wait by your bed when you will call Me, when you will remember about Me. But you never have time, you are always tired. You do not even want to talk with Me. I am a long-patient and much-merciful Lord. I will come to your souls every day and wait until they call Me. I will wait for their gentle voice and hugs.

Love you enemies, watch over them every day, because came time when for every smallest mercy, the Lord will reward tenfold. Peace be with you.

Monday, May 17, 2004

I am the bread of life, and those who come to Me to drink the lifegiving water will have eternal life

May 17, 2004

Jesus: “I always wait for you no matter what state you are in. No matter the twilight of souls, the ice of hearts. I am always so close, almost with you. I whisper: “My dear, My little soul, I love you so much.”

I try to breathe in hope where there is little left. I heal that, which is in the terrible stinking scabs from the leprosy of sin. I drive away demons, who like vultures circle over the emaciated, weak soul, that lies in the quicksand of earthly passions, that does not have the strength to get up. And then angels give them to drink living water. Raise and guide to the abode of penance. But know, that I only care like this for chosen souls. Only them, I snatch from the mouths of demons so that the written may be fulfilled. So that such souls could drink the cup of their suffering, missions to the bottom.

I am the bread of life and those who come to Me to drink the lifegiving water will have eternal life. I will always be nearby. I will always come to you. I will be the first to knock on the doors of your heart to find a haven, love of the little soul. I will not leave it until I am not driven away. I will always come to you as long as you live. I will turn to little souls through you. And when comes time to be born for the eternal life in great fear and suffering, I will be the first to raise your souls onto the bosom of Heaven, bosom of eternal joy and rest. And so will be with everyone who listens to My word and keeps all the commandments which gave the Father.

Peace be with you. And now go into your world and announce victory. Victory of light over darkness. Because that which was lost – was found, what was dead – resurrected, so that the will of the Father may be fulfilled in him.”

Saturday, April 5, 2003

Wake up, or a great punishment will fall on you all

April 5, 2003

Near an altar prayed Jesus, His head was covered with a white veil from under which a blinding light shone.

- My dear, why have you not come to Me for so long. I so wait for you and your family every day, I so wait for your sacrifices, mercy, silence, prayer, fasting, and love. I so wait for your friendly shoulder in bearing the cross. The history is repeating. Already what century in a row I pull the cross of sacrificial love to humanity, pull it on the Golgotha of different ages, to give My life for those whom I love so much. For those who everyday shout: “To cross with Him!”

My favorite, not the body you crucify now, but the loving and hot heart of the Lord. Heart, which still believes and hopes to melt such cold and far away hearts of sinners. Heart, which waits for those words of love and repentance. Heart, which is crucified and torn apart by various religions, hatred, sins of the whole world every day.

Little warrior, where is your herd, why did it run away, why is it sad? Where is your pastor? What did you exchange him for, was it not silver coins the price of which was priced the life of Godman? Impatient and proud, arrogant, and self-confident, you take on the role of judges. You take upon yourselves the power to judge that, which gave you the Lord as a reward for uneasy life. Remember, what you did to one of My smallest brothers, that you did to Me. You demand from God immediate fulfillment of your wishes, forgetting your place. Why do you fall into temptations so easily? Why do you reject Me so easily? As I never doubted you, I love and always wait for you.

What do you think, why wherever you look you have debts and troubles? Because you are in debt to God, and the fault of this is your pride and impatience. Look back and think if your life changed. Do you not hear that bells of your heart ring to wake you and your family from the spiritual sleep.

I told you to keep awake to not fall into temptations, but you fell asleep. Wake up, or a great punishment will fall on you all. Desolation, spiritual hunger, coldness of heart, dependence on the “god of gold” – money, are already there, next will come the fight for your souls.