Look
child, it is not rock that makes up this mountain, it is your sins
April
25, 1997
I
saw Jesus beaten, stripped, and there was no living place on His
body.
I
heard a voice: “You are also at fault for His suffering because He
will be dying for your eternal life. My love is boundless to all of
you. I see many bells that avert My anger. You also belong to those
bells. But sometimes your hands and hearts are so far and cold. As
soon as you get trials, your souls ring as a bell to My mercy. Then
your prayers are so hot, and hearts are so close.
I
want the good melody of your soul to ring forever. I want your souls
to never go quiet and never become cold like ice. I want in your
heart to burn an eternal fire of love. So that it melts the ice of
your soul, burns all the impure thoughts and deeds. Today I give My
Firstborn for Crucifixion again. I will suffer no less than Him. I
want you to think over His suffering. The time has come…”
I
saw a road engulfed in fog. I heard voices and crying. These were
angels. They were all dressed in black clothing, very tired and in
pain. I followed the road and felt that the cause of all this are the
sins of people. Felt a terrible anxiety and pain. I wanted to escape
from there.
When
I entered a garden, I saw Mary, She was sewing black clothing. “Right
now, you belong to the world of Heaven, so put on this clothing and
suffer with everyone.” When I put the clothing on, I saw the Earth,
priests, who were not fulfilling their pastor duties, dishonor of the
Holy Mysteries (there was a mass of priests). They were all covered
in dark power, like smoke. And this smoke began rising and creating
the first part of the cross (pillar). When this part of the cross
appeared, Mary cried with bloody tears.
I
saw people, who were committing serious sins, over them also appeared
smoke and it created the horizontal part of the cross. Those who were
in the state of everyday sins were nails, spears, whips, a wreath –
tools of murder for Jesus. Angels were going in one direction and
singing “Our Father…”. I saw Jesus, His face was cheerful, very
beautiful, but His eyes radiated sadness. He stood in front of a huge
mountain, the top of which sank into the clouds. I saw giant stairs
that were leading down. Jesus began to go down by them. I heard
crying of Mary and heavenly powers (angels, saints…). They saw Him
off to the sinful Earth.
There
was a powerful wind, you could hear thunder and voice. It was very
terrifying and cold. Jesus put His hand on my shoulder, His hand was
so heavy, like stone.
We
went down to Earth. We appeared in front of our church. The doors
were closed. Jesus knocked on them, but they did not open. No one
opened the doors for us. We went around all churches in the town,
sometimes the doors opened just a little, but so little that you
could not enter.
Jesus
leaned on me even more and said: “Do you see child, how narrow the
doors are, we cannot enter them, and the doors of Gods Kingdom are
even narrower. How can a sinful person enter them without penance and
sacrifice.
I
seek many supports on Earth to lean on during the “Way of the
Cross”. You are a very thin support and when you break, I will need
another. But it is better to be a straw in My hands than a beautiful
staff, shinning with gold and precious stones, but not for Me.”
Again,
we went to look for supports (people) for Jesus. Only in some far
away village Jesus knocked to a church and in front of us the doors
opened wide. This small church was very poor as for our present day.
Jesus rejoiced and laughed out loud. His eyes burned with joy as if
He found home, “Look, what beauty and wealth, child!”
I
saw holes in the celling, cracks, poverty but extraordinary
cleanliness. I heard beating of a Heart which was coming from the
Ark. Jesus sat down and said, “Learn to listen to Its beating.
Listen into this sound and connect it with the rhythm of your heart”.
When I listened, I felt how the Heart is beating in unison with my
heart. After this, it was like a veil fell from my eyes.
From
the Ark shone a bright light, I saw beauty I had not seen before.
Jesus was very pleased and said: “Learn to see the spiritual, not
the physical. Learn to see countless riches in poverty. Learn to live
on Earth in the spiritual world, the world of love. I am your
Teacher, and I will teach you and your family, our family, see
spiritual things. And then you will not be afraid of poverty and
suffering, humiliation, condemnation and death. Learn child and
listen to My Heart. Amen.”
After
these words, there were monks entering the church, these were mostly
elderly people in brown robes. The monks did not see us, they started
praying (the language was not understandable). They prayed with such
power, that I could hear the Heart from the Ark beating faster. I
felt how their hearts connected into one, beating with the Heart from
the Ark. Jesus prayed with them and was very happy.
“Do
you know who these people are? They are the lowest and the most
needing on Earth. But they are great in Heaven. Right now you are in
a holy place, because from all around the globe of Earth, this is the
only monastery that really worships the only God. These people care
for soul, not for body – there were twelve of them.” Jesus said:
“Here are My apostles. My supports. And now My time is coming to an
end.”
He
exited the church and as soon as I appeared behind its doors, I saw
the same mountain again, the church disappeared. I heard strange
shouting and smell. I saw how hell triumphed, flames and unbearable
cries. Again I saw angels, they were praying lying down crosswise. I
heard powerful thunder from the sky, a storm began. Jesus’ face
darkened. Sins of people began giving Him a lot of pain. He fell to
His knees and began praying. His prayer was as it was on the Olive
mountain, on His forehead appeared bloody sweat.
I
heard the prayer of those twelve monks from the church. Black smoke
began to approach, a wild laughter was heard, the presence of the
devil of felt. He was very powerful and confident in himself. He
began to tempt the Lord… “What do you endure these sufferings
for? Look, how a mass of people despises you.”
Everything
disappeared. I appeared near the foot of the mountain, Jesus was
waiting for me.
I
saw a beautiful city, amazing architecture of temples, monasteries,
churches. Many cardinals, bishops, priests, monks well dressed. But
under this wonderful clothing you could see dark souls. Greediness to
money and innumerable earthly goods filled their minds and hearts.
They have only one God – the devil. I saw that the high ranks of
the clergy carried the “pillar” of the cross. It was over them,
like a cloud, and where they went, it followed them. Their eyes were
glowing with anger and hatred.
Jesus
stood in the midst of a majestic temple, awaiting judgment and death.
Sins of these priests and monks started giving Him unspeakable pain.
Blood began dripping from the wounds on the ground. These people
stepped on it, spit and kicked Jesus. And when His clean clothing
turned into rags, one of these priests took off his beautiful cloak
and thew it to His feet. I heard shouting, Jesus leaned on me even
more. I almost fell.
Sins
of these people turned the body of Jesus into a bloody mess, from
which you could see gentle smile and sad eyes. Jesus groaned, bent
down, it seemed that He was about to fall. I heard ringing of bells,
wherever I looked, I saw young people with the same crosses. They
were always bent down a lot from the burden of the crosses. Their
crosses were very much smaller.
When
we left the church, we appeared on an unknown road. With each step of
Jesus, I could hear prayers in which were pain and groans of the
twelve monks. He leaned on me very much, so much, that I barely had
the strength to keep going. His hand on my shoulder was like a heavy
cross. Mass of sins that were done on earth at this moment covered
the road in thorns. Jesus did not say anything.
Now,
it was hard to recognize Him. His face which was brighter than the
sun, became bloodied, covered with dirt. Red-gray rags covered His
body. I could hear cries of Angels and Mary, it added even more pain.
Everywhere felt the presence of the Father, His look. This brought
fear.
With
every step human sins added to Jesus’ lashes, slaps and insults. I
really wanted to help Him. I began listening to the beating of His
Heart, it was very weak. And with each hit there was an even greater
burden, it brought Jesus a little relief. Finally, we were before a
huge mountain of sins. “Look child, it is not stone that makes up
this mountain”, Jesus said, “it is your sins. Some time ago that
mountain on Earth was much smaller, it was natural, and this
mountain, grows every minute and I must get on it to be Crucified, to
die for your eternal life.”
When
I looked around, I saw many people among which where priests and
monks. From their mouths came ungrateful words and judgment. When we
climbed a quarter of the mountain, I heard a loud thunder, I saw that
Jesus is laying on the ground near me, it seemed as if He was dead.
Powerful
wind and Mother of God crying come to the following visions:
First
vision: Cardinals standing on the “Lamb” and wild cries of people
are heard everywhere, as if an evil spirit had possessed them. Again,
I hear ringing of bells and prayers of people on Earth as well as
good priests and monks. Jesus opened His eyes and began to stand up,
but I could not get up. I saw that near Jesus appeared one of the
twelve monks. Jesus puts His wounded hand on the monk’s shoulder
and stands up.
Second
vision: Many people ar coming. A priest of a very high rank came up
to us. Cardinals pushed him around like some beggar. And he gladly
put his friendly shoulder under the cross of Jesus. He became like
Simon of Cyrene. The crowd grew larger, the most were sinners. The
monks from the church changed one after another.
It
was impossible to recognize Jesus. He was very exhausted and wounded.
His every step became heavier every time. After Him were left bloody
footsteps. The mountain was becoming steeper and steeper. Again, I
heard the ringing of the bells, I saw many monks (female), (most were
of elderly age, praying with a rosary). Their prayers were very
sincere, tears on their eyes. Jesus said in His thought: “I want,
for your prayers to be like these, that give Me strength right now. I
want them to be full of sorrow and repentance, because there is
nothing more valuable to My heart than such prayers.”
I
saw sins of drunkenness and debauchery, which were happening right at
this moment. The cross kept becoming heavier. Jesus fell to the
ground again. This fall was very heavy and terrible. People defiled
Jesus with words and deeds. All of His clothing was covered in blood,
and body with countless wounds. And again, the prayers of certain
priests, monks, and people raise Jesus and give Him strength. I could
see that the high rank priest was very tired, on his forehead were
bloody drops of sweat. During the Way of the Cross, he prayed in an
unknown language. And Jesus asked God to alleviate the terrible
punishment that awaits us.
An
elderly monk (female) came up to Jesus, she was like Veronica.
Although sins of people pushed and hit her, she bravely came up to
the Lord and restored the beauty of His face. “This woman is My
most dear sister, she follows Me and gives Me such love, that not one
person can give Me. She is not a saint, no. She is the lowest among
people on Earth, but the greatest in Heaven. How often her words
turned people to God. For many souls she was like purification. You
heard about her and will hear a lot more.”
I
saw how people in white clothing approach the Christ. There were many
of them. These were priests, good priests, prayer which saved many
souls. The top of the mountain covered in darkness was already
visible. The higher we got, the more the sinners rejoiced.
And
so the last support of Jesus ended. He was not in strength to step
even a step further, He falls. Jesus lost consciousness. His soul
left the body and to the God Father.
I
saw a huge throne, and in front of It a kneeled soul of a Martyr. I
heard the words: “For the sake of My painful suffering, have mercy
over them and the whole world”, then these words were heard much
louder. Jesus got up and returned to the sinful Earth.
The
high ranked priest helps His get up. It is him who becomes the last
support for the Lord. Jesus started talking to him in thought. In
thought, He blessed all righteous and sacrificed His sufferings for
the sinners. The Way of the Cross was coming to an end…