Saturday, April 5, 2003

Wake up, or a great punishment will fall on you all

 

Wake up, or a great punishment will fall on you all

April 5, 2003

 

       Near an altar prayed Jesus, His head was covered with a white veil from under which a blinding light shone.

       - My dear, why have you not come to Me for so long. I so wait for you and your family every day, I so wait for your sacrifices, mercy, silence, prayer, fasting, and love. I so wait for your friendly shoulder in bearing the cross. The history is repeating. Already what century in a row I pull the cross of sacrificial love to humanity, pull it on the Golgotha of different ages, to give My life for those whom I love so much. For those who everyday shout: “To cross with Him!”

       My favorite, not the body you crucify now, but the loving and hot heart of the Lord. Heart, which still believes and hopes to melt such cold and far away hearts of sinners. Heart, which waits for those words of love and repentance. Heart, which is crucified and torn apart by various religions, hatred, sins of the whole world every day.

       Little warrior, where is your herd, why did it run away, why is it sad? Where is your pastor? What did you exchange him for, was it not silver coins the price of which was priced the life of Godman? Impatient and proud, arrogant, and self-confident, you take on the role of judges. You take upon yourselves the power to judge that, which gave you the Lord as a reward for uneasy life. Remember, what you did to one of My smallest brothers, that you did to Me. You demand from God immediate fulfillment of your wishes, forgetting your place. Why do you fall into temptations so easily? Why do you reject Me so easily? As I never doubted you, I love and always wait for you.

       What do you think, why wherever you look you have debts and troubles? Because you are in debt to God, and the fault of this is your pride and impatience. Look back and think if your life changed. Do you not hear that bells of your heart ring to wake you and your family from the spiritual sleep.

       I told you to keep awake to not fall into temptations, but you fell asleep. Wake up, or a great punishment will fall on you all. Desolation, spiritual hunger, coldness of heart, dependence on the “god of gold” – money, are already there, next will come the fight for your souls.

 

Saturday, February 1, 2003

Your souls are like water lilies

 

Your souls are like water lilies

February 1, 2003

 

       Mary: “My dear daughter, passed a lot of time since we last met. I love you all so much. My motherly heart is always with you. I pray so much for you to the Heavenly Father. I want you to feel the love, care and support of heaven. During these such uneasy for us all times of restlessness, wars, sins. I ask the Father of Heaven for spirit of patience and humbleness for you.

       As right now each of you so lacks patience. You pray, considering yourselves pious and demand from God immediate fulfillment of your wishes, without thinking whether what you are asking is really necessary and beneficial to you? Will it make your life happier? Or maybe the opposite – will bring a sea of tears, sorrow, and woe.

 

       I know that sooner or later comes time when heart fills with great pain and despair, and soul fills with deep emptiness that erodes the whole being from the inside and then there are no tears, no thoughts, no wishes, there is nothing. Only left are complaints and anger at yourself, surrounding people, and that means God as well.

 

       My dear ones, do you not know, that in times of such temptation you are in the hugs of My Son. Exactly then He waits for those words of love and sacrifice, at the time of greatest need. His hands are always outstretched to meet you. You only need to make one step to find yourself in His hugs.

   

       The Lords love is like the surface of a great lake, on the water of which lilies bloom – your souls. You saw them, such beautiful flowers. Snow-white color is a symbol of virtue of your soul. It comes to this world so clean and pristine, like the bride of Jesus. Wide open petals symbolize a big, hot, always open for God’s love heart. Pleasant and gentle smell is a symbol of humbleness and patience. A very long shoot is a symbol of human life, so long for “time” and so short for eternity. It can be straight or twisted, like different human destinies. For some carefree – for others they are full of trials.

 

       Wide leaves are a symbol of good deeds, thoughts, truly full hands of mercy. These “flower-souls” were created by God for love and it is enough to deprive them of water just for a few hours as they begin to wither, petals close, stem dries, pleasant smell disappears. The same is with you, is it enough to take away Gods love, caresses for a moment, and your souls become dim, gray because of sins, hearts become stale and closed to God.

 

       A straight path of life strewn with thorns, you exchange for easy but twisted road to hell. And then you no longer radiate that light, that purity and love for God. You turn into slaves of sin and temptations. You gradually dry up like that flower without water. You forget about God and His love to you, you forget about that lake of God’s love where you were born, some time ago in eternity. You forget about those who really love and wait for you – the Heavenly Family.

 

       I so want for the lake of your souls to never freeze, never storm, and if there are ever small waves of trials, may they only be a proof of Gods care and love for your souls. So that you never let into your hearts winds of passions, lust, sin.

 

       I want you to follow My Son in everything and to be like a weathervane that tells the direction of the wind. Because no matter how powerful these wind-temptations are, it will always be left intact and undamaged. The stronger the wind is the faster it spins. I want you to point the direction to many, to be light for this world, to dodge temptation and always remain steady in front of the wiles of evil and know in which direction to go. To achieve the Kingdom of God in eternity, and find on Earth that, which so well hid Jesus – the peace of soul. Because only the spirit of peace can take its previous form – beautiful and pure water lily and return to the ocean of Gods kingdom for eternal flowering.”

 

Saturday, January 25, 2003

The star of soul

 

The star of soul

January 20-25, 2003

 



       Jesus: “My dear little friend, I love you so much, I have been waiting so long for this meeting. I have so waited for this moment when I can hug your faithful soul. Today this day has come, we are together again. I thought a lot about you and your family and know for sure that the choice that I made to choose you – was correct.

       You are so different but so dear and precious to My heart. I am so eagerly waiting to meet you in Heaven. Every human soul is like a heavenly star. When on silent and clear night you look at the sky, you can see millions of stars, they are so different and unique. One bigger, one smaller, one brighter, one dimmer. The same are humans, they are so different: some bigger, others smaller, some wealthier, others poorer, some more beautiful, some not as much – there are millions of them.

Saturday, June 29, 2002

My dear clergy, I weep for your souls so much

 

My dear clergy, I weep for your souls so much

June 29, 2002

 

       Jesus prayed, - “Sister, why have you been doing the instructions for so long, look its already night. Soon, the same night will cover all the Earth. Gods wrath is not reversible.

       Fornication, satanists, drug addiction, alcohol – flooded the whole Earth. Sins of the clergy, the coldness of souls and the hardness of hearts, hurt My heart the most. But the time when I was on Earth and lived between you, died for you, seems like was yesterday. Now you crucify not the body, but the soul, hot and loving heart.

       Earth forgot God. It lives its own life, so far from Gods commandments.

       Modernization, technological revolution, turned many people into soulless machines for which the smell of money, feeling of glory and earthly bodily pleasure are bigger than life. My dear clergy, I cry so much for your souls. Why did you, those who are supposed to be My example for modern people, leave your poor, exhausted by the dirty and miserable existence herd. Why are you, those who were the last hope of Heaven, leaving Us? You become jackals, children of darkness, wolfs in sheep skins. Your lips are as if smeared with honey, your words are sweet and flattering, your hands are washed and full of My blood. Children, where are you when you hold the cup? Where are you when you pray and confess? Why are your hearts so cold and empty? The thirst for power, fame, luxurious existence, imaginary holiness, has filled your heads and souls. You are like pharisees who give the tenth not of the last, but of abundance. Lush clothes, cars, food, rest. Pastors, I ask you - stop!”

 

       Jesus cried. “Why are they so blind, deaf to My words? To the grains which I tried to sow in their hearts. Modern church, what are you preaching? Clergy, what example are you giving your herd. Remember, whoever is exalted, I will bring down in the Kingdom of Heaven.

 

       I came to bring peace and love where reigns hatred. Light, where resides darkness, forgiveness, where rules sin. Remember, who comes to his brother with a sword, will fall from it.

 

       You, those who I should be proud of, tear the church into pieces. But know this, not the church you tear but My humble clothing. I preached poverty, who among you, my dear priests, bishops, abbots, archimandrites, wants to become poor? Whom of you wants to leave your throne and become a servant for all? To live with the poor, care for the seriously ill, the insane, to share a piece of bread with the orphans from your sumptuous table. Who among you wants to take off your lush clothes and wear a simple linen robe? Tie your thighs with a belt of humility and holiness? Who? And you are still surprised that Earth is coming to its setting. That the bright star, pure, which the Lord so often admired, turned into a fading ray of sunshine that is shed with the blood and tears of destitute, rejected, broken lambs.

 

       Pastors, why do you reject ancient laws so easily? Why do you change the laws? Why in monasteries and secular family priests flourishes the sin of debauchery and drunkenness like a fungus. Come to your senses, because a great punishment will fall on you all. Why are your sheep lost? Why do they not turn to you for help? Why do you not listen to their voice anymore? Do you consider them dumb and stupid? Know, that you are the dumb ones because of your pride and arrogance.

 

       Why do I see so few of My humble, poor, and sincere pastors in churches? Instead, I see lush, overeaten bellies, and round, puffy, bloodshot faces. Woe to those who daily add onto the sin of overeating. In numerous villages, shelters, basements, children cry from hunger.

 

       Woe to those who flaunt their cars, to those who dress their wives in lush furs, in things that expose their lush and modern figures. Everyone, who did not let in a poor for the night, who did not feed a hungry, who did not visit the sick, who has not comforted the poor, who has not clothed the naked, who has not embraced the weeping – WILL BE UNMERCIFULLY CUT OFF!

 

       I want to ask those who are called My servants for repentance. I ask you, through My faithful little warriors about the return to the true christian community. Because only this way, you will be able to save millions of souls from the fire of hell and eternal gnashing of teeth. To settle their souls where there is no pain, no sighs, no sorrow, but only eternal life.

 

       Knock and you will be answered, ask and you will be given, search and you will find, because in humiliation, pain, tears and patience the truth is born.”